For so many people

I feel constrained by the glass wall in my mind between myself and my words,
feel my Self watching the attempts to express feelings and thoughts as I shout unheard,
Unable to explain the world I see from inside the glass cage, my mind, words trapped inside and I don’t know how to tell you that I love you.
And I can’t make my voice loud or big enough to tell you of your beauty, which despite dazzling me seems something you can’t see and I don’t know how to show you.
Beautiful. And even if I could say I know you wouldn’t believe cause I’m the same when people say it to me but still… if I could try…
Some days, sometimes I am throwing myself against the wall and screaming, unable to find words with deep enough feeling to express my meaning and you…
You can’t hear me.
And it kills me.

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